Thursday, June 13, 2013

Bad day

It was a bad day...a very bad day. Lots of emotions. Lots of guilt, lots of hollow pain which I tried to fill with food. Way over points...don't care.

There is something about making decisions that you know will directly lead to your father's death...and you can't fix it with food....although I tried. 

Tomorrow is a new day. I've lots of time to fox today's food choices, and i know I will. 

But today was a bad day.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

New measurements

How exciting! Waist started at 57 and is now 56. Hips were 64, now 63.5. Thighs were 36 and now 33.5. Calves 23 to 22, arms 23 to 21. This is encouraging. Yay!